Last post

Yes, it's my last post in 2009 ,
look back to the previous,
there are a lot of happy things had happened,
but also a lot of sad things, and u know why :(

In the new year, i will no longer emo in 2010, (maybe)
YEs, u didn't read wrong, it is no longer emo in 2010,
don't scold 1st, wait and see la...

一个人

每到半夜,总觉得整个世界仿佛剩下我一个人..
陪伴我的只是没有灵魂的电脑和一首首的悲情歌..

最近喜欢一个人半夜在mamak吃宵夜,或喝酒..
有时候只想让酒精来麻醉自己..
沉溺在自己的世界里..

日子过得浑浑噩噩..
上学，回家，assignment..
生活就这样不断的重复..

有时候还挺想快点过完读书的日子..
希望工作和拥有新的生活..
逃离现在颓废的生活..
希望归希望,更多的还是不舍..

这段日子还真的谢谢她的陪伴..
你的信息,让我对每天还有少少的期待..
虽然随手的一封短短的信息对你来讲可能没什么意义..
但对我来讲很重要,至少让我觉得我还存在在这世界上..
这些日子没有你还不懂怎样过..

喝酒的人喝下的不是酒精,而是寂寞..

还真的有点爱上一个人的生活了..

567days..

I

♥

Y

O

U

Raining

My heart, in raining..

People appeared in my life,

He, she, they..

But, only u can stop the rain in my life..

Satirize

The world is small, that why i met u;

The world is big, that why i lost u..

4:17 a.m. Friday 27/11/09

Perhaps...

The bigger of the city, the bigger of the lonely..
The same moon, the same city, the strange you..

Miss you is my habits before sleep..
The spiritless computer, the saddest songs..
The lonely night without you..
Walk with me is my long shadow..
And you are only the memories..

Repeatedly recall your past..
In order to close my eyes to sleep at ease..

In the beautiful night..
Maybe I'm only the part of memory, that been forgot in the night..

I am Human

Familiar; but unfamiliar..

So close; but so distant..

I've lost my way.

Rainbow after rain

Recently people around me being enveloped by the sad feeling..

There is always a rainbow after rain.

世界末日不躲远
不是爱你的终点
就算眼睛听不见
我的手会记住你的脸
世界末日那一天
有你陪在我身边
就算耳朵听不见
拥抱就是最美的诺言

The small yellow flower from the story ..

Was wandering since the day she was born ..

Swinging on a swing in her childhood ..

Swinging her memories all the way until now ..

HAPPY ENDING?

Chapter end...

Speechless

Yup..SPEECHLESS

This is what call fate

First we look at the western vampires, they usually look handsome, gentle, cool, and charm. And all the girls are always love them rather than human, even through they know it's dangerous.

Well, now we look at this, the eastern vampires

shit ya ~.~

And usually they just got the bad ending like this, sigh...

Its just the same are the vampires, but their fate is totally different, therefore to who wanna become vampire must be careful that you are choose the right 1 ~.~

Last, EDWARD, where are you? come bite me ya.

人生就像一个圆圈

相遇
相识

分离
分开

邂逅的地方
就是分开的地方

兜兜转转
终点原来就在起点

是另一段故事的起点
还是一段故事的终点

Noob Tigers

Saw it in Bryan's post at facebook..cant stop laughing weeiii, first time see tiger so noob ~.~

RANDOM ... 因为想写

9月2号,凌晨3点...
寂静的午夜,空调维持千篇一律的节奏...
一颗寂寞的心,一堆凌乱的笔记...
张学友清澈的声音,唱着感动的情歌...

窗外好像下着微微细雨...
脑袋依旧没有丝毫睡意...

精神游览在虚拟的网络世界里...
网络虽然不真实,但比真实世界来的简单...
一群来自世界各地的人,聚集在一个平台上...
可能是萍水相逢；可能互不相识...
在网络上乱哈啦,天南地北...
就算被骗,被伤害...
也不比在真实世界般来得痛...

阅读着别人的小品散文,文学作品...
突然想写文章,反正灵感和思路在半夜特别灵活...
曾几何时,写作是我的兴趣...
但自从上到了中学,接触华语的机会少了和种种新奇的东西...
渐渐就忘了这曾经的兴趣...
最近虽然从新的写起华文,但总觉得已经少了以前的那种热情...

人大了,总是会怀念从前...
从前那种快乐,没有烦恼的日子...
从前那种简单的世界...
只有黑和白,没有复杂的灰色...
可以为一粒糖果开心一整天的日子...

小时候所憧憬长大的生活并没有想象中那般美好...
你欺我诈,明争暗斗的情况可能常在左右...
时常带着不同面具做人就好像是一些人的生活习惯...
一些表面上称兄道弟的人可能在暗地里为了利益甬你一刀...
幸运的是,还有一些真心的朋友在生活中...
他们可以真心的谈话,分享...互相帮忙...
算是混浊里的一股清流...

人是矛盾的动物...
把空调开到最大；却又把自己包到紧紧...
憧憬着快点长大；却又想念童年的时光...
希望想知道结果；却又害怕残酷的事实...
明明知道会受伤；却又想要知道那结果...

人的一生都在寻找...
有的人寻找生存着的意义...
有的人寻找虚无的满足感...
有的人寻找现实里的财富...
有的人寻找人生的另一半...
有的人找到了；有的人终其一生也在寻找...
你找到了吗？

特别喜欢凌晨,安静的环境...
仿佛只属于我一个人的夜...
虽然还有很多想写,不过夜已深...

不要说我情绪化,我舒发情感而以...
不要说我装文学,我写因为我想写...

知足

与她的一席话,让我想起这经常被遗忘的词...

埋怨,愤怒,失落...
人们总是对生活有太多的抱怨...

金钱,权力,伴侣...
种种欲望让人忘了身边简单的幸福...

快乐,做人的真谛...
往往就在我们的身边...

与朋友相处的时间,一顿丰富的早餐...
喜欢的人为你做的一些琐事...
都是在我们生活上随手可得的...

我们应该为现状感到快乐和满足...
为我们拥有的朋友...
为我们拥有的食物...
为我们拥有喜欢的人而快乐...

在世界的其他角落...
人们为了生活，三餐温饱而奔波...
快乐,享受对他们就像是奢侈品...
我们应该为拥有的感恩...

生活在这物质充裕的环境...
物质上的需求随手可得,往往造成浪费...
但是心理上的富裕比物质上的重要...

有时放手其实才是拥有...
施比受有福...
当我们有足够的能力去帮助需要的人...
就应该用我们的能力尽量的去帮忙...
我们应该感到快乐因为我们有足够的能力去帮助别人...

知足,简单的两个字...
但是所包含的道理并不简单...
虽然这不容易实践...
但在我们遇到不公或者低潮的时候...
应该想想我们拥有的一切，而不是把自己推入瓶颈...
可能心理会感到开脱...

知足,永远快乐...


感到绝望时请看看他

Friendship = Friendshit

''BET Chew Yxx Sexx'' , so sad he was my friend before, according to what his wish, i write somethings to describe about him.

If really want to write down every bad things of him, i wondering how many times should i waste for, therefore i would just write down few of his sui yeh...

Firstly, in his mind, there are only money and sex, this is what he was told me before. I was felt very shocked when i heard about that, and we were had some argue about it, i trying to pull him back to the right side, but very unfortunately, i was failed, he is just such a demonialism.

Secondly, he like to build his own happiness based on others sadness. He is a maphacker on dota, no matter what games he played, he was tried to get all the advantages by using bad ways, he broke the rules and fair of the world. He will just do anythings for himself to reach the goals, everything.

He pride and arrogant, he wanna to control everything. He always tell others that he is '' pro '', others just are nothing in his eyes.

''BET = noise'' , he is a noise maker, i think all people will agree with it. No matter in real world or internet, the place where he at, there are sure will be very noisy. He like to spam others skype and msn, the most terrible is he will call others by using skype and force they to listen he sing, WTF, i don't know and don't want to describe how scary about, i think others will just same feeling as me. He killed the peace!

Here are some proofs from facebook to show what i wrote are trust.

''Ernest 完成了你愛錢嗎心理測驗，愛錢指數：95%''

''Ernest 剛玩完了 你是否一個聰明的人? 心理測驗，結果是 笨蛋
沒話說!廢柴~''

''Ernest 完成了你頭腦的邪惡指數心理測驗，天秤座~90%
要是不注意點兒，你就要身陷泥淖啦...''

And here is the most suitable to describe him~~

''Ernest took the What kind of person people think you are? quiz and got the result: You are cibet person la u....

You are cibet person la u..: you damn cibet wan lo.. treat everyone like cibet.. actually ur the one cibet hai..''

WTF!!!!

陈桢荣的姓名三才配置为:金水金（吉）
它具有如下数理诱导力，据此会对人生产生一定的影响。

得祖辈或上级提拔获得意外成功和发展,基础稳固。惟因数理凶,有某种灾祸。　　
1、总论:能克服种种困难而成功发展,恐因自己判断错误,而中途陷入困境,宜忍耐,定能化险为夷,得到成功发展,天运五行属水,晚年失败多灾。
2、性格:性格坚忍,度量宽宏,具有容人雅量,为人聪明又机智,有随机应变之能力,判断力特别敏锐,是难得的创业人才,耐心处事定能成功发展。
3、意志:意志坚定,为理想坚忍奋斗,但耐力不足,情绪不稳定,常为小事而动怒。
4、事业:凭您的才华及上进心,一定可以闯出一番事业博得名利,凡事多观察确实而行之。
5、家庭:家内大致和睦相处,得配偶助力,共同创立家业,家运昌隆。
6、婚姻:男娶贤淑持家之妻,婚后和平美满;女嫁才华明理之夫,婚后大致圆满。
7、子女:子女个性较顽强,容易和父母顶嘴,长大后在社会上有所成就,孝敬父母。
8、社交:人缘和社交能力都不错,聪明且反应快,得他人赏识,获得成功发展。
9、精神:表面似乎乐观镇静,精神却常在不安定中,理想过高,心情常有不平不满。
10、财运:财利可得,中年后安然自在,天运五行属水者,晚年失败陷入困境。
11、健康:易患胃肠、肾脏、妇人毛病等。
12、老运:晚景物质不缺,但心情苦闷,天运五行属火时,晚年财源兴旺,事业发展。

对基础运的影响:（凶）
基础稳定,有财运,但难免数理凶,而有不幸不满意之事发生。　　

对成功运的影响:（凶）
受父辈的泽惠,有意外的照顾,其他数理若凶时,必招致家庭中的困难及病灾等。　　

对人际关系的影响:（平）
性格隐忍,大不活泼,猜疑心强。如能修身涵养交际,得人和,虽一时生活困苦,仍有成功之日。易患近视、胃腹之疾。　　

对性格的影响:
其性迟滞不动,欠缺活动力,易受冲动。一旦时机来临,有如山风谷雨,心潮澎湃。易失败破产。有才智,每思不忘功名利禄。

How can we find ghosts ?

Well, recently i indulge in the ''Supernatural'' ...

And i wonder could we find the ghost just like Dean and Sam...

First, to find the ghost, what we need is a ghost detector, LoL...

There are many peoples are mou liu as me, therefore i can found such things :S

• EMF200 Gauss Meter
• Rugged, compact, and lightweight
• Couldn't be easier to use. Just turn it on and get accurate and reliable readings
• The Ghost Master's personal choice
• Large LCD display
• Instructions for use on a ghost hunt
• $99.95 ea.

• MOTION DETECTOR Alarm
• The best motion detector for the price!
• Detects up to 30 feet from unit
• Ceompletely self-contained and portabl
• Operates on two AA batteries
• Comes with handheld remote control
• Great for paranormal work!
• $24.95 ea

use AA batteries sumore -.-

• THE GHOST DETECTOR
• Trifield Natural EMF Meter
• The Grand Daddy of Ghost meters
• Ignores power sources & appliances
• Built-in tone to alert you of activity
• Instructions for use on a ghost hunt
• $199.95 ea.

• Gauss Master ( Dr Gauss EMF meter)
• a good basic meter for the beginner
• sounds off to alert the operator
• Has a scale with a range for probable supernatural activity
• Instructions for use on a ghost hunt
• $44.95 ea.

• Remote Infrared (IR) Thermometer
• Pistol grip meter
• Laser pointer for pinpoint accuracy
• Messages temperatures from 0 all the way up to 600F at a safe distance
• Backlit LCD readout is easy to see
• Instructions for use on a ghost hunt
• $119.95 ea.

What i worried is if the devices suddenly sotplug and suka suka ring for fun..then sure will hak gui sei yan ... >.<

Thats why i create a blog :S

Tan Cheng Eng do u think should i create a blog?

Joyselin Chai
no.. bcuz nobody will c.. hahahaha
July 14 at 9:10pm

Tan Cheng Eng
so straight, but i like.
July 14 at 9:12pm

Mujahid Saddam
i will !!!!.. i love reading peoples blog!!..
July 14 at 9:13pm

Tan Cheng Eng
1 vote for yes, 1 vote for no!
July 14 at 9:13pm

大頭大佬
open la =.=
July 14 at 9:15pm

Andy Low
lolz...create lor..can learn html... :D
July 14 at 9:17pm

Megan Wong
no comment...
July 14 at 9:19pm

Tan Cheng Eng
3 votes for yes, 1 vote for no and 2 no comments.
July 14 at 9:29pm

Soon Hwi
u cre8 I cre8
July 14 at 9:32pm

Tan Cheng Eng
lim then i dunwan cr8 jor, u also dunwan cr8 la
July 14 at 9:33pm

Soon Hwi
nvm.. soon I'll cre8 also.. I fikir masak².. really no worth to follow u d.. haha
July 14 at 9:35pm

Megan Wong
agree wit u...dun follow him
July 14 at 9:37pm

Tan Cheng Eng
then what is ur vote jek lim :S
July 14 at 9:38pm

Tan Cheng Eng
Megan fox u dont kacao :S
July 14 at 9:38pm

Soon Hwi
just bukak laaaa.. maybe we can know u better =) rang wo kei ni ai ai ke yi bu ke yi~ LOL..
July 14 at 9:43pm

Mujahid Saddam
megan fox.. HAHAHA..
July 14 at 9:48pm

Andy Low
good to blog...learn more English and HTML code :)
July 14 at 9:51pm

Phua jian How
nobody care wat u doing la leng zai.
save ur time la
July 14 at 11:02pm